run your house is on fire

by cheshire cat

25.11.07

 

big bites

6.11.0739913.11.07404

24.11.07

 

straight to hell

3.11.073903.11.07392
3.11.073953.11.07394


9.11.07

 

bambi meets godzilla


8.11.07

 

εγώ και οι άλλοι εγώ, 2

για τον M. Hulot

Δουλεύω στα καράβια. Είμαι 8 χρόνια σ' αυτή τη δουλειά. Από 18 χρονών. Τώρα είμαι στο μπαρ ενός πλοίου που πηγαινοέρχεται Ηράκλειο - Αθήνα. Η μάνα μου δε βγαίνει απ' το σπίτι. Δεν έχει λεφτά. Τη βοηθάω. Της αφήνω κάθε μέρα λεφτά στο μεταλλικό μπολάκι που ρίχνουμε τα κλειδιά όταν μπαίνουμε σπίτι. Όταν το θυμάμαι της παίρνω κι από δυο πακέτα τσιγάρα, μαζί με τα δικά μου. Όλη μέρα καπνίζει, κι ούτε δουλειές κάνει, ούτε καλό φαγητό φτιάχνει. Κάθεται με μισοκατεβασμένα ρολά και βλέπει τηλεόραση. Η τηλεόραση είναι συνέχεια ανοιχτή ακόμα κι όταν κοιμάται. Δεν πιστεύει τίποτα απ' όσα βλέπει, αλλά κάθεται και τα βλέπει. Δεν έχει τι άλλο να κάνει. Εμένα δε με βλέπει ποτέ, έχω τη δική μου τηλεόραση στο δωμάτιό μου. Από τότε που χτύπησε το πόδι της, ούτε για ψώνια στη γειτονιά δεν κατεβαίνει. Τα ντουλάπια είναι όλα άδεια. Μου ζητάει να της φέρω αυτό ή το άλλο. Ποιος ν' ακούσει; Τρέχω με άλλα. Σκοτώθηκα ένα Σάββατο που γυρνούσα σπίτι, ξημερώματα. Έτρεχα με τη μηχανή. Στο αίμα μου βρήκανε να τρέχει ένα μπουκάλι ουίσκι. Το έμαθα από τη μάνα μου ένα βράδυ που περιμένα στη στάση λίγο πιο πάνω από το σπίτι. Μου είπε: "έχω χτυπήσει το πόδι μου αγόρι μου, μπορείς πεταχτείς να μου πάρεις έναν αναπτύρα;" Βιαζόμουν. Δεν ήθελα να χάσω το λεωφορείο, αλλά πήγα. "Ένα μεγάλο! Φτάνουν τα λεφτά!" μου φώναξε όταν περνούσα το δρόμο απέναντι. Της διάλεξα ένα μεγάλο πράσινο κι αφού της τον έδωσα, μου το είπε. Της είπα"μη στενοχωριέσαι, μη στενοχωριέσαι".

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Με λένε Νίκο είμαι 26 χρονών και σπουδάζω μηχανικός αυτοκινήτων στα Τίρανα. Ήμουν 12 όταν χωρίστηκε η οικογένειά μου κι είμαι ο μόνος σήμερα που δεν έχει χαρτιά για την Ελλάδα. Η μάνα μου λέει: ή θα σπουδάσω ή θα βγάλω χαρτιά. Δεν φτάνουν τα λεφτά και για τα 2. Δακρύζει, μετά σκύβει το κεφάλι, βάζει τη σκούπα της κάτω από τα γραφεία της εταιρίας που δουλεύει καθαρίστρια, μαζεύει λίγη σκόνη και λέει: "δεν πειράζει", ενώ πειράζει. Η καρδιά της έχει σπάσει και τα δάκρυα τρέχουν στα μάγουλά της. Όταν έγινα 20 κι είχα 8 χρόνια να δω την αδελφή μου δεν τη γνώρισα. Λέει η μάνα μου: "η αδελφή σου είναι". Δεν είναι. Ούτε κι εκείνη με γνώρισε. Τώρα είναι παντρεμένη στη Ρόδο και σκουπίζει πατώματα. "Ποιος θα προσλάβει μια Αλβανή χημικό;" λέει η μάνα μου και σφίγει κι εκείνη τη σκούπα στις χούφτες της. Ήταν μοδίστρα στην Αλβανία κι ο πατέρας μου είχε καλή δουλειά. Τώρα παίρνει 350 ευρώ. "Δεν πειράζει" λέει πάλι με παράπονο, "όσο πάμε καλά είναι". Όσο είναι όρθια, εννοεί. Και με κοιτάει. Τα μάτια της είναι χαμένα μέσα σε 2 μαύρες τρύπες του κρανίου της. Με κοιτάει. Είμαι ο γιός της που σπουδάζει στα Τίρανα και που κάθε απόγευμα συναντάει στην εταιρία που δουλεύει καθαρίστρια. Γι' αυτό ¨γειά σας, γειά σας¨ λέει κι εννοεί τον τρόπο που συναντιόμαστε στο γραφείο. Σήμερα, όταν έφευγα την είδα πάλι στο διάδρομο, έξω από το ασανσέρ. "Μη στενοχωριέσαι" της λέω, πηγαίνοντας κοντά της. Άνοιξε τα χέρια της, με αγκάλιασε, με φίλησε κι έφυγα.

5.11.07

 

a story written on pixels


 

conversation with a friend

a friend says:
love the polaroids
a friend says:
tis eixes private b4?
masque a air says:
thank you!
masque a air says:
nai merikes
masque a air says:
to lifo tha kanei ena saloni me autes
masque a air says:
i'm so sick today
a friend says:
ah super
masque a air says:
i'm sneezing
a friend says:
wussup
a friend says:
ah
a friend says:
sneezing is so much fun
masque a air says:
you think so?
masque a air says:
i usually keep it inside
a friend says:
yes exhilarating. if i'm alone, i BLAST it
masque a air says:
i do it when i'm outdoors, i turn on the side and let go a big AAAAAPSSSOYYYYYYYYYYY
a friend says:
yeeeees love that hah
masque a air says:

masque a air says:
why they don't have an emoticon sneezing
a friend says:
these emoticons exoun poly periorismeni gama
a friend says:
u at work\?
masque a air says:
unfortunately
masque a air says:
ggrrrrrrrrrrrr
a friend says:
i'm in bed ;-ppp
masque a air says:
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARG
masque a air says:
i'm jealous
a friend says:
too lazy to even make cawffee
masque a air says:
the best monday morning
masque a air says:
when everybody goes to work
masque a air says:
you go back to bed
masque a air says:
i think it's exciting
a friend says:
well, i wish i had a more regular schedule
a friend says:
but it's always chaotic
masque a air says:
why having a schedule?
masque a air says:
i never liked schedules
a friend says:
oh me neither, i will crave for what i dont have thoufg
a friend says:
though
masque a air says:
i know what you mean
masque a air says:
when i didn't have one i was so jealous of people waking up early and going to work
a friend says:
i know me too
masque a air says:
now i puke doing that everyday
masque a air says:
ah
a friend says:
so i can bitch about it with them
masque a air says:
και τώρα από απέναντι ακούγονται τα κομπρεσέρ
masque a air says:
πόσο αθήνα είμαστε;
a friend says:
try Ισπαχάν..
masque a air says:
καμιά φορά νομίζω ότι ο κόσμος που ονειρεύτηκαν οι σουρεαλιστές είναι αυτό που ζούμε στην αθήνα
a friend says:
makari na to evlepa toso romandika
a friend says:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c1nTaz6edKQ
masque a air says:
δεν το βλέπεις πάντα έτσι η αλήθεια είναι
masque a air says:
τέλειο!!
a friend says:
silly bitches
masque a air says:
πάω να δω τι γίνεται με μια δουλειά
masque a air says:
i'll be back
a friend says:

masque a air says:
kai thelo na mou peis pou einai auto to soupadiko sto kolonaki
a friend says:
wot soup place?
masque a air says:
the one you were talking about when we met
masque a air says:
somewhere in skoufa???
a friend says:
aaaaaaah.
a friend says:
bakaliko
a friend says:
has lots more than soups, but the soups are goooood.
masque a air says:
mmmm
masque a air says:
einai anoihto to vradu?
a friend says:
nai
a friend says:
exei ena random off day
a friend says:
i think monday
a friend says:
mmm Kylie
a friend says:
*shakes booty*
masque a air says:
minongue>
masque a air says:
?
a friend says:
minongue yes
masque a air says:
hahaha
masque a air says:
this is what you're listening? i'm listening to death metal right now
masque a air says:
is so good for me at this moment
a friend says:
haha we're faraway so close.
masque a air says:

masque a air says:
i just wanted to listen only black sabath
a friend says:
i don't think i've ever listed to them
masque a air says:
but you can't listen exclusively one group on last fm
masque a air says:
me neither
masque a air says:
it just felt right today
a friend says:
radio?
a friend says:
or online?
masque a air says:
yeah
masque a air says:
online radio
a friend says:
ah
a friend says:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/cheshire-cat/1861838365/
a friend says:
lol
a friend says:
who is dat
masque a air says:
this is a guy from berlin
masque a air says:
a friend of a friend
a friend says:
ah
masque a air says:
who cut the hair of the whole band
a friend says:
and w0t is secret party? secret for real?
masque a air says:
if you see people with the monk hair cut
masque a air says:
he is the responsible
a friend says:
ekane kai tin karafla on top? monks have that
masque a air says:
hahahaha
masque a air says:
not the karafla
masque a air says:
that would be more fun
masque a air says:
secret party was not secret but just not announced
a friend says:
ah, i felt left out.
masque a air says:
it was called: the best greek goth party ever
masque a air says:
go figure
masque a air says:
and people were dressed like clowns
a friend says:
HAHAHAH
a friend says:
sounds right
a friend says:
akoma den to pistevw pws exei tosa crazi parties in athens
a friend says:
h afto, h pas sta 2-3 pou ginondai
masque a air says:
mi nomizeis ola ta idia kai ta idia atoma pigainoyn kai ntynontau
masque a air says:
i
a friend says:
pandou etsi einai
a friend says:
crowds
masque a air says:
ela se ena apo ta epomena
masque a air says:
eimai sigouros oti mporeis na kaneis foveri emfanisi
a friend says:
dressing up is required huh
masque a air says:
no
masque a air says:
but it's more fun
a friend says:
indeed
a friend says:
ti party exei twra
masque a air says:
ehei ena amateur party sto lavabore
masque a air says:
ki an den kano lathos to theme einai royalty
a friend says:
haha
a friend says:
exei allo theme kathe fora?
masque a air says:
nai
masque a air says:
to proigoumeno itan moto cross
a friend says:
hahahahaa
a friend says:
fun!
a friend says:
einai afta twn amateur boys
a friend says:
?
a friend says:
nai mou to pes
a friend says:
aftos o nicolaich einai tetoio party animal?
masque a air says:
einai stin porta o nicolaich
a friend says:
poios einai to creative juice aftwn twn parties
masque a air says:
oloi vazoun to heraki tous
masque a air says:
giati einai atoma pou asholountai me to styling
masque a air says:
to kourema
masque a air says:
klp
a friend says:
se magazines?
masque a air says:
nai merikoi einai epaggelmaties
a friend says:
pas panda?
masque a air says:
nai
a friend says:
einai kathe savvato?
masque a air says:
einai mia fora to mina
masque a air says:
kai fetos tha einai mobile
masque a air says:
diladi den tha ehoun stathero meros
a friend says:
kiniti giorti
a friend says:
hey exei egainia o Kakanias
masque a air says:
pote? thelo na pao!
masque a air says:
gelao polu m'ayton
a friend says:
pempti
masque a air says:
ah oraia pou?
a friend sends:

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masque a air says:
zuper
masque a air says:
tha pas sta egkainia?
a friend says:
etsi lew
a friend says:
exw na dw douleia tou xronia
a friend says:
apo tin Kamxi
masque a air says:
koitazame me mia fili ena vivlio tou ehtes ki eihame pesei kato
a friend says:
me tin pws tin lene?
a friend says:
um
a friend says:
Tependri
masque a air says:
nai
a friend says:
molis tsakwsa dyo myges pou to kanane http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2257/1873275526_f39ec5244f.jpg
a friend says:
hahaha
masque a air says:
hahaha noway
masque a air says:
!
a friend says:
yes! i went out for a smoke and there they were!
a friend says:
kai meta, petaksane mazi
a friend says:
enwmenes!
a friend says:
me ton p****o ston k*lo
masque a air says:
you're a fly pervert!
masque a air says:
hahahaha
a friend says:
!!!!!!
masque a air says:
voyeur!
a friend says:
nai meta ton epaiksa ligo
masque a air says:
HAHAHA
a friend says:

masque a air says:
flies are aphrodisiac
masque a air says:
we just don't know how much they can be a turn on
a friend says:
twra kserw!
masque a air says:

masque a air says:
are you gonna eat lunch?
a friend says:
hm dunno
a friend says:
r u?
masque a air says:
i forgot my wallet
masque a air says:
have no money...
a friend says:
shit!


a friend says:
can i help?
masque a air says:
and have no flies here for an apetazer!
masque a air says:
hahaha
a friend says:
hahaha
masque a air says:
appetizer
masque a air says:
it's so fun to think that you're there in your appartment having a lazy monday and me here in the office headbanging to death metal
a friend says:
AND hungry AND broke
a friend says:

masque a air says:
lucklily i'm not hungry yet
a friend says:
eisai konda se mena? borw na sou daneisw $?
a friend says:
de borw na skeftomai oti tha pethaneis apo tin peina!
masque a air says:
eimai makrua
masque a air says:
eimai marousiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
a friend says:
god damn! haha
masque a air says:
tha pethano live
a friend says:
file misw to maroussi
masque a air says:
tha eisai o teleutaios pou milisa ki etsi
a friend says:
i will save and post our chat
masque a air says:
loipon sou afino tin polaroid mou
a friend says:
and make art of it
a friend says:
yay!!!!!
a friend says:
haha]
masque a air says:
make art and exhibite on my grave
masque a air says:
εχθες είχα πάει peres projects
a friend says:
i will have the Amateur Boiz throw you a gala
masque a air says:
α! σθπερ
masque a air says:
super
a friend says:
hahahah σθπερ ιζ μπεττερ!
masque a air says:
to our beloved defunt photographer
masque a air says:
he was a good boy
a friend says:
efyge me to parapono....
masque a air says:
του άξιζε καλύτερο μέλλον
masque a air says:
χαχαχαχα
a friend says:
"as thymotan to gamo-portofoli tou"
a friend says:
tha poun oi kakes glwsses
masque a air says:
οι ανορεξικοί : καλά δεν μπορεί ν'αντέξει μια μέρα χωρίς φαί; πφφφφ
a friend says:
haha
a friend says:
hey do like coke?
a friend says:
*you
masque a air says:
coke like the white dust?
a friend says:
like, yes
masque a air says:
like i have never sniffed
a friend says:
like, fer sure?!
masque a air says:

a friend says:

a friend says:
haha i thought you were a hardcore party boy
masque a air says:
i don't know if i am
masque a air says:
i like to go but i feel detached as well
a friend says:
do you take anything at those partAys?
masque a air says:
no not even alcohol cause when i'm taking pictures i want to be sober
masque a air says:
2 or 3 drinks
masque a air says:
is ok
a friend says:
wow fantastic!
a friend says:
hey 2-3 drinks kai eimai koudouni lol
masque a air says:
einai to kalutero
masque a air says:
gia na xereis pano kato to kaneis
masque a air says:
ti kaneis ithela na po
a friend says:
eimai tetoio control freak, de xanw ton elenxo oti kai na parw
a friend says:
panda menei ena kommati sto kefali mou pou paramenei ksenerwto
masque a air says:
ki otan theleis na ton haseis ta kataferneis?
a friend says:
oxi pote!
a friend says:
kai tha thela
masque a air says:
ki ego kati tetoio eho
masque a air says:
kai merikes fores nomizo pos hanei to kommati tou aythormitismou
a friend says:
ekei me voithane ta drinks
masque a air says:
an einai na meino nifalios
masque a air says:
den me voithaei tipota
masque a air says:
to savvato ipia kai kapnisa you know what
masque a air says:
kai tipota
masque a air says:
imoun olo to vradu sober
a friend says:
haha i loathe 'you know what'
masque a air says:
mono kourasi aisthanomoyn
a friend says:
i vomit instantly
a friend says:
ma einai apaisio
masque a air says:
itan kalo stuff
masque a air says:
alla ntaaaaaaaaaaax
masque a air says:
de me pianei panta
a friend says:
exw mia pelwwwwwwwria laxtara na kanw koka
a friend says:
[elpizw na mi mas parakoloutrhoun]
masque a air says:
kola kola paei me ola
a friend says:
koka kola pepsi light la la laaaa
masque a air says:
the coke side of life
masque a air says:
πόσο obvious tag line είναι αυτό
masque a air says:
!
a friend says:
yum
masque a air says:
έχεις;
a friend says:
no haha
masque a air says:

a friend says:
hahaha pussy
masque a air says:
οι γάτες σου τι κάνουν;
a friend says:
einai ligo arrwstes alla kala
a friend says:
kai to antiviwtiko tous fernei diaria OMG.
a friend says:

a friend says:
too much informatiion huh
a friend says:
hahaha
masque a air says:
oh a la
a friend says:
omg a huge frog
masque a air says:
σου έχουν χέσει όλο το σπίτι;
a friend says:
oxi, stin ammo tous
masque a air says:
a pali kala
a friend says:
alla apo metra tis akous: PPDPDPPPPEPPPSPSPSPSPSP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
masque a air says:

a friend says:
kai meta peftei synnefo boxas
masque a air says:
that's so funny
a friend says:
good times!
a friend says:
hahaha
masque a air says:
boha isn't that funny
a friend says:
exactly
a friend says:
scary
masque a air says:
βγάζεις μούρη στο παράθυρο να πάρεις βαθιές αναπνοές
a friend says:
ase ase einai san na exw mwra sto spiti
masque a air says:
μαμα θάνος
a friend says:
me podia kai tsirides
masque a air says:
και μπικουτι
masque a air says:
και τσιγάρο
a friend says:
kai periodo
masque a air says:
και ρόμπα
a friend says:
kai padoflah
masque a air says:
και αξύριστο πόδι
a friend says:
axou
a friend says:
eimai xalia!
masque a air says:
τι έπαθες
a friend says:
eimai xalia mama
a friend says:
asximi
a friend says:
patsavourah
masque a air says:
a friend!
a friend says:
ahhahahaah
a friend says:
indeed
masque a air says:
πάω να βάλω νερό
masque a air says:
brb
a friend says:
paw sto taxydromeio brb
masque a air says:
αλήθεια
masque a air says:
?
masque a air says:
καλά
masque a air says:
έλα να μου κρατήσεις συντροφιά γιατί δε βγαίνει αλλιώς
masque a air says:
η μέρα
a friend says:

masque a air says:

a friend says:
kai ti wra sxolas?
masque a air says:
κατα τις 7
masque a air says:
αν όλα πάνε καλά
masque a air says:
ενταξει με το sheep ing? sto post?
a friend says:
yeah
a friend says:
esteila mia customized Blythe doll pou poulisa
masque a air says:
nice
masque a air says:
i broke my smena on saturday
a friend says:
fuck
a friend says:
fixable?
masque a air says:
no
masque a air says:
piga na kolliso ena kommati
masque a air says:
kai mpike logo ston mihanismo
a friend says:
yikes!!!!!!
a friend says:
poso ekane?
masque a air says:
sto site tou lomo 90
masque a air says:
alla aytin tin eiha apo palia
a friend says:
wot you gonna do now
masque a air says:
i'm gonna be sad
a friend says:
sounds like a plan
masque a air says:
and stick to my pola
a friend says:
might be a blessing in disguise
masque a air says:

masque a air says:
i want her back
a friend says:
i bet you can find a deal on ebay
masque a air says:
μπορώ να εμπιστευτώ το e-bay gia toso simantika themata??
a friend says:
nai re
a friend says:
aneta
a friend says:
n exei feedback o seller kai i mixani einai tested etc
a friend says:
ops
a friend says:
*an exei good feedback o seller
masque a air says:
xreiazomai ena muiimeno san ki esena na mou mathei ta mustika tou e-bay
a friend says:
ok tha kanoume ena initiation ceremony with robes and religious jewels
a friend says:
kai insence burning
masque a air says:
oooommmmm
a friend says:
etsi
a friend says:
exeis dei tainies pou kanoun xaza initiations sta colleges?
masque a air says:
nomizo nai
a friend says:
pou tous gdynoun kai tous vazoun na pioun aidies etc
a friend says:
e, etoimasou
a friend says:
wisdom won't come at a cheap currency
masque a air says:
hahaha
masque a air says:
Παναγιά μουθ
masque a air says:
λοιπόν επιστρέφω σε λίγο με φωνάζουν
a friend says:
k
masque a air says:
ok mallon teleiosa gia simera
masque a air says:
esu se poia fasi eisai?

3.11.07

 

hanging out with friends


2.11.07

 

the girl from the north


 

champagne @ bettina


 

amateur boyz parties




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